Assalam-o-Alaikum!
I'm Zuhaib Ali from Pakistan. If you need someone to talk to you without judging your words and your thoughts so you're on the right Profile. Do contact me and be my friend.
Sometimes you're able to do, all you need is just motivation or to talk to someone who can really help to take out you from the marsh of hesitation. Talk to me Insha-Allah you'll feel better and confident.